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不知怎麼的，
突然想起大學時候的自己，
還記得當時，第一次上PTT時，
直覺得註冊了april當作我的帳號，
（後來一度太久沒上線，於是乎，這個帳號就從此不再代表我了），
反倒是暱稱，我想了很久很久，
最後，我寫下了「純真小P」。

當時的自己，一直無法理解的事情是，
為什麼對我而言，「純真」是這麼的重要，
在多年後的現在，我才終於瞭解，
因為那是面對成長與歷練時，
我對於自己僅僅剩下的一點期許。


/>人總是得面對成長，我也不例外。
只是，我對於青春and單純and簡單，
有著似乎比一般人更難以割捨的留戀，
尤其是在生活中，
又開始充滿各種不願面對的現實時，
腦海裡，總又會不經意的閃耀著，
那時初夏的高照豔陽，
曝曬著一張張仰望而純淨的臉龐。

那是對過往時光的緬懷吧，
但也是時刻提醒激勵自己的手段吧。

想當年，幻想著有天可以獨當一面，
穿上時尚服裝踩著自信腳步，
如今，雖然真的與夢想近了一點，
但仔細的端詳自己，
這軀殼中的靈魂還是相同嗎？
我反而是不敢說了，
在穿上一身華美的同時，
內在還剩下什麼？
突然想到了一首自己的愛曲，
同樣是BFS，
Ridiculous....

We fall down on the inside; pretty on the outside.
Turn it around, can we turn it around?
Try to make a comeback with nowhere to start from now.
But it's looking up.

共勉之...

Ridiculous/ Bowling for Soup
Try not to talk, there's nothing to say.
Kept bottled up, we get carried away.
Then I fall, then I fall down.
Then we fall down.

And you know that it makes me feel so ridiculous.
A pocket full of posies..

We fall down on the inside; pretty on the outside.
Turn it around, can we turn it around?
Try to make a comeback with nowhere to start from now.
But it's looking up.

A second chance, a much better day.
A sunset that just won't go away.
Then I fall, then I fall down.
We all fall down.

And you know that it makes me feel so ridiculous.
A pocket full of posies..

We fall down on the inside; pretty on the outside.
Turn it around, can we turn it around?
Try to make a comeback with nowhere to start from now.
But it's looking up.

And you know you said you'd never end up this way.
Close the door behind you, i just wanna stay for a while.
We all fall down, we all fall down, we all fall..

Down on the inside; pretty on the outside.
Turn it around, can we turn it around?
Try to make a comeback with nowhere to start from now.
But it's looking up.

Down on the inside; pretty on the outside.
Turn it around, can we turn it around?
Try to make a comeback with nowhere to start from now.
But it's looking up.